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Dear blog,
wah ! lamanya xsinggah-singgah sini.
3rd sem goes smoothly. More assignments, conflicts and also make many friends.
Good thing comes to those who waits ! So yeah ! just go through all of the hardships and find a better place for u to achieve.
This sem teach me how to survive alone. no more BACKSTABBERS ! I just enjoy doing everything myself. but yeah, there is still some friends that never let me face all of this alone. Linda, Lili, Syepha and some part of my classmates. Thank you for always being there for me. really appreciate that. Having u guys as my friends give a very meaningful moment for me along my journey to success.
I still in the process of move on. Maybe the bleed had already stop. but the scar is still left. Just forgive everyone as it will make u happier. I still can smile. Thanks Allah for still giving me this chance to still breath and smile.
Every success man, there is always a woman behind him. Same goes to me. I manage d to survive with the help of my dearest Mr Boyfie. He lend me his shoulder when I want to cry and borrow me his smile just to make me happy. Thanx dear for all of this. For all of the spirit u give to me.
Last but not least, of course my parents and siblings. Once upon a time, we used to fight and quarrel everyday. Everyone want to show they are right not excluding me. However, time passes. Things change. Everyone become more positive and supportive. My parents always there for me during my hard time. I never tell this but I want both of u know that I really love both of u. I really do. Angah, Muhd and Uda thanx for being a good little sister and brother. I will always support all of your dreams.
I think this is some kind of emotional post but I think this post is more to appreciate everyone around me before it's too late. I just want to let them know how grateful I am to have them in my life.
I LOVE U, GUYS !
nadzirah
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Dear blog,
waaa.. seems like i leave u for really a long time!
Guess what ??
It's already new year . 2013 had coming !
Many things happen since kehilangan ku dari mencoret di alam maya ni..
tears,laugh all gathered in one..
Dah penat nak cakap about the value of friendship semua because from nowadays I just have to focus on myself. It's all about me,myself and I. We cannot make everyone berpuas hati dengan apa yang kita buat and orang pon xboleh jadi seperti apa yang kita harapkan. Always remember that. Never expect more from others. Full stop.
After about one and half month semester break, now it's the time to start new sem.. macam xpercaya coz rasa kejap je ade kat rumah tercinta ni.. kna berpisah with my rooms.. TIDAKK !!
Ouh.. before I forget, I already get my final exam result. More than I expected. Hanya mampu berpuas hati dengan pointer yang x seberapa but still worth with my efforts. Tapi kecewa sikit coz lagi sikit je nak dekan. It's ok. Perjalanan masih jauh. Masih banyak lagi yang perlu belajar.
Mesti semua orang ada azam untuk tahun baru kan. Same goes to me. Mungkin macam terlambat je nak cakap tentang azam tahun baru. Mungkin lebih sesuai, AZAM SEMESTER BARU.. :)
Baru sedap sket ayat dia kan..hiks !
Ok, untuk semester baru ni I already put my aim to get at least 3.5. Must have in Dean List. So, kene work hard to achieve that aim. Bukan senang nak dapat something to kan. Usaha, usaha jugak. Tuhan jangan lupa. Yeah! this is also include in my azam. Banyakkan ibadah. Sentiasa berdoa pada Tuhan agar dipermudahkan segalanya.
Mungkin sampai sini je. Kita hanya mampu merancang,tapi Tuhan yang mampu menentukan. Enjoy the journey of life,and Allah decide the rest for you;
Sometime shit happen for a reason :)
Dear blog ,
dah lama x mencoret dan x meluah isi hati di sini but now I'm back ..
Assignment makin memenuhi ruang minda tika dan saat ini sampai kalau nak makan or tido pon kena fikir assignment xsiap lagi..
but it;s okay . I know I can manage all of that..
Besides that, I just heard about someone yang rasa dia sangat bagus and pandai. Yeah ! I know u are good tapi x kemana pandai awak tu kalau perangai macam tu ok. I never think to mengutuk or mengumpat other in my blog, but this kind of guy really annoyed me. He had UNDERESTIMATE me !!! Oh man.. u never know me well. It's okay . on time u will know the real me .. I just really hate people that underestimate me .. But I don't care . Action speaks louder than word. ;m not the type of people yang jenis kecoh2 mcm buat kerja padahal satu habuk pon xde .. I'm the kind of diam2 but at the end just wait for the results .
Malas nak fikir 'bout that things because I have many other things to think. Next, dalam stress2 sume ni, I get a surprised from someone.
I get a call from a courier tell me that there's a parcel for me but at that time I'm not at the college. So, I just tell him to just left the parcel at the college office. At that moment, I'm just thinking who send the parcel to me. Then, when I go to the college office and ask for the parcel, I'm so surprise that someone has give me a bouquet of red rose with 2 small couple teddy bear ..
Maigodmaigodmaigod !
Malu sekejap at that time because the officer dkt pjabat kolej tu macam senyum2 je. But happy because this is my first time I get flower in my life .. When I enter my room, all my roommates like teasing me. hahahaha..
I already know who the one give that flower to me and he said that he send the flower because he want make me happy ... how sweet :) .. he know that I'm quite stress and burden with all sorts of assignment, so he want to cheer me up ..
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This is the flower that I get .. woohoo :)
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I am tired !
dear blog ,
maybe this will just a simple post..
I have a lot of assignments that are still in the line..
It's okay ..
pelan2 la .. everything will be fine soon.
Secondly, I can't stop myself for crying .. Day and night this tears will always accompany me .. dah bestfriend dah dengan air mata tu ..
I just don't know the exact reason, but i think I'm too tired nak jaga hati orang .. bukan senang nak handle perangai manusia yang berlain-lainan ni..
I know everyone make mistake.. I do make mistake .. Bukan manusia lah kalau xpernah salah kan.
It's okay .. Saya bukan nabi yang dikurniakan maksum. Yang boleh bersabar dengan semua perkara. Saya manusia biasa yang x lari dari perasaan marah, terkilan dan kecewa.
I know that we can't get along since the first time we met because yes ! I can read people's personality. Only that I can say but at least I try. I try nak jage hati semua org smpai lastly I get tired. U'll know my situation if you walk in my shoes .. That's all I can say. Macam mana rasa terhina tu . U can blame me for all this, I really don't give a damn .. I'm so tired,,
Just let me find my own happiness
